Faith, Farming, Prayer

Slowing Down and Finding Jesus

I crave those moments where time slows down and I can feel Jesus’ magnificent presence all around me. Where I can clearly see all of the abundant blessings I have been given. Slowing down and finding Jesus is not a luxury, it’s essential to our well-being and to our personal relationship with Him.

You know those moments. Close your eyes and feel the warm embrace those memories bring.

Unexpected crosses carved into the earth with the planter. Sunsets over the freshly planted crops. Hugs that linger. Sweet conversations that last until the wee hours of the morning. Bringing jars of cold ice tea to thirsty farmers who smile. Picking out your new puppy. Late afternoon naps in the summer breeze. The glasslike stillness of the water when you cast your line. Holding the hand of your Dad when he goes to meet Jesus.

Slowing down and finding Jesus

When you look back at your life and you reflect on the sweetest moments your heart has ever experienced, chances are you will find that those precious memories occurred in times that were free from frantic hurry. But they were indeed full of God and they were slow.

Slowing down means appreciating the grace found in each moment. Stopping to acknowledge the gifts we are witnessing and praising God. Slowing down and finding Jesus means never hurrying or rushing through something and missing the blessings He is trying to reach out and give us.

When we take the time to slow down we also have the ability to recognize signs from God, reassuring us He is near and watching over us.

Someone once told me that if the enemy can’t make you sin, he will make you hurry.

Cringe.

Guilty. Completely guilty. That statement completely rocked my world.

How long had I let my joy, peace, and mental health be compromised by lies? How could I ever let this happen?

I’m constantly asking Jesus to help me repent from sin and to remove things from my life that are causing me to sin. I am far from perfect, but I feel like I am always trying to grow closer to God by removing sin. The thought of hurrying being a sin was never one I had considered. But boy-oh-boy is it a big one in my life.

For far longer than I care to think about, I had been living a life in a mode of maximum productivity, overachieving, hurry, anxiety, and stress.

I’m naturally a Type-A person so this should have come as no surprise to me. I’m also an empath, or someone who tends to absorb the emotions from those around me, so when I am around people who are in the mindset of always rushing or being hurried, that really impacts me in a negative way.

When we hurry, we are saying there is not enough. We are saying God isn’t enough and his blessings aren’t enough either. By embracing a pace of hurry we are exerting our selfish need to be in control. Driven by pride and fear, we think we know what’s best and that we need to push at all costs to get it, in the time frame we deem is appropriate.

This is the exact opposite of what we, as believers in Jesus, are called to do.

We need to let go, and let God. Breathe and let go.

This hurried lifestyle is not our cross to bear. God didn’t send his one and only Son to die on the Cross so we may live in Heaven with Him, for us to mindlessly be rushing from one thing to the next. To have our schedule so jam packed that we forget to live. To be too busy to put God first. To be too distracted that we don’t love others like He would. To be too busy to pray and read His word every day.

That’s not the life we are meant to live.

I guaran-dog-tee you that Jesus never felt the need to rush, and He had some really important work to do while he was on earth.

God’s provisions are always more than sufficient. He is always enough.

“Look at the birds of the air; they do not sow or reap or store away in barns, and yet your heavenly Father feeds them. Are you not much more valuable than they? Can any one of you by worrying add a single hour to your life?” (Matthew 6: 26-27)

“And my God will supply every need of yours according to his riches in glory in Christ Jesus.” (Philippians 4:19)

Far too often we get in our own way trying to rush, hurry, and control. And we mess things up, big time. We also don’t allow room for God to do His work. Work that will benefit us and glorify Him.

I don’t know about you, but I certainly do not want to get in God’s way any more. I don’t want to live a life of hurry that doesn’t leave room for witnessing God’s blessings.

“Every moving thing that lives shall be food for you. And as I gave you the green plants, I give you everything.” (Genesis 9:3)

Slowing down so I can see Jesus more clearly is one of the most precious gifts I can give myself. It doesn’t come easy and I will have to continually work at it, but it’s oh-so worth it!

My husband Joel (the farmer) has been helping me greatly in this area. The ability to slow down and focus on God’s will and timing, is something that comes natural to him. He is able to live in the moment and soak up it’s goodness. A true gift.

He has the ability to tune out the world and it’s time-bound expectations to focus on God’s timing. Many times as a farmer he has listened to God’s whispers of when to plant or harvest, that went against the normal farming calendar. Blessings and divine protections flowed as a result. It has happened in other areas of his life too.

Slow is smooth and smooth is fast, he always says. And he’s right.

From a logical perspective we can accomplish so much more if we just take our time and calmly move forward, with God on our side. Instead of frantically hurrying from one thing to the next, forgetting things, and having to do things over.

From a spiritual perspective we are surrendering our own free will and putting on the will of God when we choose to let Him lead and follow His pace.

Heaven will be such a glorious place where all we will focus on is love and praise. No time. No to-do list. No packed schedules.

But we need not wait till Heaven to make that our focus.

As Christians, we must still live in a world filled with deadlines and appointments, but that doesn’t mean we need to be controlled by them. We don’t have to hurry or rush. We can choose to trust God and his perfect timing.

We can choose to cast down the enemies lies and live in the freedom of God’s promises.

Slow down, sweet friends. Take a breath. Let go of all you are clinging so tightly to. Slowing down and finding Jesus may mean making big changes in your life, but I assure you they are ones that you will never regret.

Faith, Farming, Planting Season

Praising God in the Dust

Have you ever thanked God for the dust?

Yes, I am talking about plain, ordinary, dust that sticks to everything.

Chances are you’ve never thanked God for the dust. I know I never have until this year.

To the farmer, dust in the field during Spring means it’s dry enough to plant (Praise, Jesus!). Farmers have a small window of time to get their crops safely planted in the ground so that they can flourish. Add to it the fact that weather in the Midwest can be so unpredictable, and it can make things more than a little hectic.

So when I saw a cloud of dust trailing the planter on the first day of #plant20, I lifted my eyes toward the heavens and whispered, “thank you, Lord, for the dust.”

It’s amazing how hard times can strengthen your gratitude muscles.

2019 was a brutal year in farming. Record flooding, a delayed harvest, and a trade war with China hammered American farmers.

And after a year like that, you learn to be grateful for the dust and everything else.

You see, gratitude is the great multiplier. Gratitude turns the illusion of not enough, into a feast of abundance.

If you begin to look around you and count the blessings you see, you will quickly realize how truly blessed you are.

I had the joy of recently doing an online bible study (with some sweet friends and family) based on Ann Voskamp‘s book “One Thousand Gifts.” The study really opened my eyes to the importance of counting the gifts that God has given us, in order to transform the lens in which we see the world.

Ann encourages us to keep a gratitude journal and challenges us to document one thousand gifts. The more gifts you declare (in writing), the more easily your eyes can see more gifts.

The sunshine. Coffee with a friend. Your dog curled up next to you. Gentle rain. An old movie. Driving fast in your muscle car. Worship music. Fresh fizz of sparkling water. A bountiful harvest. Texting with a dear friend. Laughing until you cry. A soul saved.

This act of writing down gifts is a spiritual exercise. It takes daily practice. Our ability to be grateful in all things is a muscle and we must use it every day to truly get good at seeing everything as a gift from God.

Even the bad.

That’s hard to swallow. So hard. It’s something that I work on every day and I feel far from having a handle on it.

To embrace the fact that all things, both good and bad, pass through the hands of God.

To know that in the midst of things that are bad, there are also gifts present and things to be thankful for.

Certainly no one asks God for the tumor, mental illness, abuse, addiction, financial burdens, hopelessness, loneliness, death, heartbreak, or loss.

But as Christians, these are very real things ourselves and our family and friends go though. Life can rip your heart out and leave you gasping for air.

God allows us to go through these things for reasons we may never know or understand until we get to Heaven.

But there are things to be thankful for in the midst of those things, sweet friends. And it starts with Jesus.

Jesus died on the Cross for our sins. So that He could offer us the best gift we could ever ask for, eternal salvation in Heaven with Him.

He also knows our every hurt and catches our every tear. “You have collected all my tears in Your bottle. You have recorded each one in your book.” (Psalms 56:8)

Can you imagine going to Heaven and seeing your jar of tears? Some of us may have something that looks more like a in-ground swimming pool of tears than a jar, but that’s okay. To know God cares so much about each one of our tears that he has collected them and will turn them into blessings. Wowza. That makes me smile.

He cares so very much about each us and He doesn’t want us to hurt ever, but then again He tells us over and over this is our temporary home. Our true home is in Heaven and He’s here to lead us home.

To know Jesus is to know in your soul that God is working all things for His glory and for your good.

“For I know the plans I have for you,’ declares the Lord, ‘plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.” (Jeremiah 29:11)

If we can embrace the words of Jeremiah 29:11 and trust that God is working for our good, even when it doesn’t feel like it, we have the freedom to become thankful in all things.

The tumor can make you rethink your priorities and love on your family even harder. Mental illness can help you see the tenderness of the soul. Abuse can teach you how poweful words are and the importance of chosing them carefully. Addiction can force you to depend on Jesus moment-by-moment like you never have before. Your financial burdens can help you remove the excess and to learn to grow your own food. Hopelessness can force you to reach out to befriend someone you never would have before. Lonliness can help you deepen your prayer life. Death can reunite a broken family and heal a lifetime of hurts. Heartbreak can remind us that we had the courage to be open to know true love. Loss can strengthen your gratitude muscles.

These are just examples and there are millions more. It’s up to us to choose to see the gifts in all things God has given. To keep our hands wide open to receive all things He wants to give us, whether we feel we want it or not.

I was chatting with a dear friend (who is also a farmer) recently and he was sharing how throughout his life he has watched how people handle tough times. Those people who, through tearful eyes, could raise their hands and praise God in even the toughest storms, came though the tough times with big blessings they had never expected. Those who fought against God and cursed Him for the suffering, continued to struggle.

We must strive to suffer well and see even the tiniest gifts amongst the agony, because to do so is to see the face of Jesus.

We serve an awesome and Holy God and He is worthy of all of our praise, always and no matter what.

Each day we are blessed with a million gifts. Seriously.

Think about how much our life, our families lives, and the entire world would be different if we shifted our mind towards focusing on the gifts that are always present from God.

Let us be a person of praise and gratitude. Let us magnify the Lord by our thankfulness.

“Let everything that has breath praise the Lord.” (Psalm 150:6)

“Sing to the Lord with grateful  praise.” (Psalm 147:7)

“All the days of the oppressed are wretched, but the cheerful heart has a continual feast.” (Proverbs 15:15)

Let us take off the spirit of heaviness and put on the garment of praise.

Joel, my farmer husband, is my inspiration when it comes to offering unfiltered, jubilant praise to the Lord. He often strums his guitar and sings praise songs from his heart, a precious act that warms my soul. He belts out beautiful hymns in Church. Or he will sing songs of praise while he’s working on the tractor. You may find him praying the Rosary while planting. He finds ways to praise God in various ways, without hesitation.

The “what” and “how” we Praise God may vary, but the “why” never changes. It’s because He deserves our praise and so much more.

May we praise Him with our words, thoughts, actions, prayers, worship, time, talent, and treasure.

Thank you, Lord. Thank you.

Faith, Farming, Planting Season, Prayer

A Prayer for Farmers During Planting Season

There are two things farmers can’t get enough of. Encouragement and prayer! I believe so much in the power of prayer. It can change everything! Please join me in praying this prayer for farmers during planting season.

Dear Lord,

Thank you for the opportunity to serve and honor you through farming. Please bless this year’s crops and let them flourish. Let the weather be favorable. Give me the strength, Oh Lord, to persevere through all farming challenges and teach me to seek You in all things. Keep me safe and mentally strong. Watch over my family. Thank you in advance for all of the blessings and for a bountiful harvest. Remind me that I can do all things with You by my side. Great are You, Lord! May I praise You each day for You are the Holy One.

Amen.

prayer for farmers during planting season
Faith, Farming, Planting Season

Planting Seeds of Hope

There is nothing like the smell of dirt that has been freshly turned over by a farmer.

Remains of the previous years’ crops are driven deep beneath the surface and rich, dark, chocolate-brown dirt is heaved to the top, with each revolution of the disc.

An earthy, clean, pure, down-right good smell. It’s wholesome and organic. You breathe it in deep, and you can’t help but to smile.

It’s the smell of a new beginning and fresh opportunities. It’s the fragrance of hope.

The tractor slowly moves across the land, with the sharp implements trailing behind it. It gnaws and rips, breaking the ground wide open.

Steadily, the memories of last season are ripped apart and broken to make room for new growth.

No matter how good or bad the previous year was, the farmer knows there is a season for everything. He must wipe the slate clean each Spring in order to try again.

The earth must be refined so it can thrive and new things can grow.

This turning over and wiping the slate clean in order to plant the new crop, is the very same thing that Jesus is doing in our world today.

We are in the thick of the global COVID-19 pandemic and it feels like God has just ripped apart every thing we know. And He has. For good reason.

It wasn’t working. Life wasn’t working. Our “normal” wasn’t working. Normal was broken, exhausting, and empty.

I recently listened to a powerful message from Pastor Furtick of Elevation Church that pointed out how we, as Christians, should not strive to return to our old normal. But rather, we should eagerly press into what God has in store for us in the future.

We serve such an awesome God and He is breaking aspects of our life, like a farmer breaks open the ground, only to rebuild our lives in the way He has always intended. He is breaking down our lives. For His glory and for our good.

And after God (and the farmer) are done ripping and tearing away the old, the freshly cultivated ground is ready to receive the new seeds.

The soil is fertile and ready to receive all of God’s goodness.

Row by row, the farmer will prayerfully plant millions of tiny seeds.

Thankfully, you only need the faith the size of a mustard seed (Matthew 17:2).

Just as God’s grace covers all things, it too, will sufficiently provide for the needs of the crops.

The seeds will poke through the soil, reaching and arching for sunlight.

Glimpses of hope.

The farmer will pray for the right amounts of rain, warm temperatures, and sunlight. He will pray against weeds and pests. Battle rising input costs, crazy low grain prices, and physical and mental fatigue.

At times, it can be an uphill battle, but he will keep going. Why? Because Jesus asked him to.

Because Jesus hand picks the farmer because of their steadfast grittiness and their unwavering faith.

Because Jesus says, “this is my ground and my crops, I am in control, trust me”.

Because Jesus says, “pick up your cross and follow me.” (Matthew 16:24-26)

My, oh, my. To have faith like that…

Faith like a farmer.